" YOU HAVE TO BE THE MOST SICK , DISGUSTING , THIRSTY , PERVERTED ASS MAN THAT I HAVE EVER CAME ACROSS IN MY LIFE. I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. IS THIS THE TYPE OF PERSON YOU ARE. HOW COULD I NOT HAVE KNOWN ? I MEAN HOW COULD I HAVE KNOWN? WHAT ARE THE SIGNS OF THIS TYPE OF BEHAVIOR ? I CAN'T EVEN LOOK AT YOU WITHOUT WANTING TO THROW UP."
As bad as she wanted to keep going she couldn't. Not only was she at a loss for words but she also ran out of breath just as quickly. She was upset because she came across an e-mail and a password combination saved in his notes on his phone. she was curious so she typed in the e-mail and the password and saw things that mad her stomach turn. It was like deja-vu. He was doing the same thing as he was with the phone only this time it was worse. he made a fake facebook page, with a fake profile picture, and was writing all younger females telling them he would pay them if they have sex with him. what's even more sick about it , is that some of the girls actually agreed with this. The more she began thinking about everything she saw , it made her so sick that she couldn't hold back anymore. She ran to the bathroom and threw up all of her thoughts, all of her emotions , all the things she wanted to say but couldn't.
" Baby I don't know what to say. I'm embarrassed. I'm sorry , please forgive me. I don't know whats wrong with me. All I know is that i'm going to pray about it and I'm going to make this better. Please stop crying I hate seeing you cry. You're all I need , and all I want, just please don't go." He pleaded.
This time she didn't believe a word he said. Not only because this was just completely unforgivable, but because it almost sounded rehearsed. Its as if he was only saying what he thought was the right thing to say. Like he didn't really care at all he just knew thats what she wanted to hear, or so he thought. She was completely done this time so thats what she told him. She didn't want anything to do with him anymore , from this day forward he's nothing but someone she used to know. after she said those words the cold look in her eyes let him know that this wasn't like all the other times. she was really done this time. He couldn't take it, he couldn't imagine her in another mans arms. At that moment he imagined life without her and it broke him, so he began to cry hoping that this would soften her heart as it always did. How wrong he was. as he cried she looked at him as if she were piercing through his soul and simply stated the words " Now you see how it feel."
She ran in the other room to think. She was so full of anger she didn't know what to do or how to react to what just happened. She couldn't believe it , she didn't understand.
" What did I do ? She thought . I mean am I bad in bed , what's wrong with me ? I cook for him , I take care of him , give him a nice place to come home to. I rub his body when he's had a long day , I give him money any time I have it without him even asking for it. I support everything he does even if I don't always agree , I'm more than Faithful to him and this is the thanks I get in return ? "
As thoughts scrambled through her head she saw something sitting next to her. . When she replayed the events that happened in her head she thought "why not" . Although she knew there was no way possible she went in the bathroom anyways . As she waited for what seemed like two hours she couldn't believe what she saw . He walked in the bathroom and looked at her in dismay.
"I'M PREGNANT " she said in disbelief .
TO BE CONTINUED ........
