PRESENT DAY
" Why did you do it ? Am I not good enough for you ? Were they better than me ? How long was this going on for ? If You really stopped what made you want to stop ? If I never found out would you still be doing it ? "
She asked these questions in hopes of getting the answers that she wanted so she could put it all behind her and start fresh. She wanted to be that happy girl again that she once was. She can't remember the last time she smiled because she was genuinely happy. Her baby shower is three days away and she's not even excited about it. it's hard to be excited about having a thousand pair of eyes on you, cameras flashing every where when you don't even feel pretty anymore. She doesn't even remember the day everything changed. Everyday she wish she could go back to when she loved herself, loved looking in the mirror, when she thought she was the most beautiful girl in the world. How could she go back to a day like that when she doesn't even know when her thoughts about herself changed.
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